oh ;_; I'm teary-eyes myself at the moment. That was so very, very... I can't find a word for it. Cute doesn't fit, dramatic not really, important does, but that's not all, and... I'm not eloquent enough. In any case, that was a key scene (crucial?), and I loved it! It was facinating and scary at the same time to read of all those personas, and how Harry got lost in them. I'm so very, very glad Draco came. I was so afraid... and I insulted Hermione a lot. (I had a lot of time for that... I outsmarted myself. I thought I'd wait with reading 37 'til 38 was out so I wouldn't have to suffer under cliffhangyness, then I miscalculated the time, and then I had to leave for an appointment and was away for 5 hours. I just managed to finish reading 37. Aren't I great?) I mean yes, she's worrying, but I think she should have realised that Harry wouldn't take it well if she threatened him with that and left him alone afterwards. He was Metamorphosis for ten years, for heaven's sake! That should have told her something, if Harry's reaction didn't. I don't believe his face was even remotely calm after she told him what she would do. (Had done?) But now Harry's on the way to get better, and he's not going to lie to Draco again because Draco notices, goddammit, and while I think there will still be some angsty moments for him concerning Draco, especially in the morning or when he has calmed down enough, I see happy ends. Well. Weren't it for Lucius. (yay for Ron-Lucius-comparing! That gives Ron something to think about!) I'm still afraid about that. And I hope Draco gives Hermione a piece of his mind. (if Harry lets him...) And I hope Harry does, too. I hope Hermione has some revelations about what she almost caused Harry to do. And what I hope even more is that she hasn't gone to the mind healers yet, or if she did, that they're under patient/mind healer confidentiality, even though there hasn't been real patient/mind healer talk yet. Or that at least Metamorphosis doesn't become public. Nobody would hire Harry anymore - or maybe they'd hire him especially because he's Harry Potter... or because he fights for homosexual rights, or for some other reason.
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I'm teary-eyes myself at the moment. That was so very, very... I can't find a word for it. Cute doesn't fit, dramatic not really, important does, but that's not all, and... I'm not eloquent enough.
In any case, that was a key scene (crucial?), and I loved it!
It was facinating and scary at the same time to read of all those personas, and how Harry got lost in them.
I'm so very, very glad Draco came. I was so afraid... and I insulted Hermione a lot. (I had a lot of time for that... I outsmarted myself. I thought I'd wait with reading 37 'til 38 was out so I wouldn't have to suffer under cliffhangyness, then I miscalculated the time, and then I had to leave for an appointment and was away for 5 hours. I just managed to finish reading 37. Aren't I great?) I mean yes, she's worrying, but I think she should have realised that Harry wouldn't take it well if she threatened him with that and left him alone afterwards. He was Metamorphosis for ten years, for heaven's sake! That should have told her something, if Harry's reaction didn't. I don't believe his face was even remotely calm after she told him what she would do. (Had done?)
But now Harry's on the way to get better, and he's not going to lie to Draco again because Draco notices, goddammit, and while I think there will still be some angsty moments for him concerning Draco, especially in the morning or when he has calmed down enough, I see happy ends.
Well. Weren't it for Lucius. (yay for Ron-Lucius-comparing! That gives Ron something to think about!) I'm still afraid about that.
And I hope Draco gives Hermione a piece of his mind. (if Harry lets him...) And I hope Harry does, too. I hope Hermione has some revelations about what she almost caused Harry to do. And what I hope even more is that she hasn't gone to the mind healers yet, or if she did, that they're under patient/mind healer confidentiality, even though there hasn't been real patient/mind healer talk yet. Or that at least Metamorphosis doesn't become public. Nobody would hire Harry anymore - or maybe they'd hire him especially because he's Harry Potter... or because he fights for homosexual rights, or for some other reason.