This was so beautiful. Harry's dispair and heartbreak were so meticulously and intimately written. From this we I got such a clear view of how he felt to watch Draco suffer and feel so helpless. His comment about welcoming Richard back because he knew he'd want to help him so he could torture him some more was a wonderful snapshot of his state of mind at that point. I also love the fact that he's accepted his love for Draco and (for the time being at least) put aside his thoughts of being normal.
His last thoughts echo disturbingly in my mind though, his priority is not to make Draco happy, but rather to give him back his life.
I'm sooo hoping that he's able to do both. Can't wait for the next update. I am absolutely loving this fic.